Hi all - I've talked this over with some of my friends, and well they really don't have anything left to say to me considering this seems to be a pattern in my life. Basically, I've had a few boyfriends over the past 5 years and I've never really been single. Ridiculous, I know. But now I'm starting to regret that choice and it couldn't be at a worse time - i've been with my boyfriend for over a year now and he's the one that I've actually got along with the best and the only one where its actually been good for the duration of the relationship. Anyways, now not only am I craving being single, but for lack of a better way to say this - I'm 'craving' this other guy that I work with. I can't seem to get him out of my head - I want him physically and mentally. And now I'm wondering what the hell is wrong with me. Why can't I just be happy with the person I am with? Why can't I embrace what I have with him? I use to think he was meant for me for the majority of our relationship, but recently I have not felt that way. Not only am I wondering whats wrong with me, but also what the hell I'm going to do....?
I've always since day one told myself that I really want to give a go - good (try) with my current boyfriend. Because out of everybody he's the one that is really worth it.